Thursday, August 21, 2008

love: potion or poison?

What if you woke up one day and realized that you've been living a lie? You are not who you think you are... and your love is what the songs say it to be? How could it be possible that in one split second one's life can be turned upside down? I'm referring to the oh so familiar "domestic quarrel". Every married person knows it.. every single person avoids it.. and every child is scared of it. It's there; it's known; Don't quote me on this but... there is an 80% divorce rate nowadays?! No one needs to ask 'why' do you? Before marriage people will joke and laugh "Don't do it!!" .. why is it funny? Well.. 'all that is funny, is funny because it is true. We lose our self in love. We fall deep in this whirling world full of sunshine, rainbows and butterflies that we become blind. We see and live a thousand years away.. worrying about the children we don't have, the house that doesn't exist and the parents that are not elderly yet. We enter a new world that demands it's own commitment when we have just come to grasp we graduated high-school. And all through this.. we march on through... cause that's just what you gotta do. When time flies by, it is then we are able to see love. We see some old couples and wonder how did they even consider each other. I know it can't just be my parents. But in theory.. there must have been a spark. A sense of passion be it lust, desire or need. But there definitely was something. And today very minisculey we can see some has survived the poison.

Thursday, March 13, 2008

yuppie yay nay?

He says " this place is a piece of shit" yeah. that's my home too buddy........... just a week ago i indulged in this new word "yuppie". One had said "its those rich people who do yoga", and another " they where hats"... i was totally confused. I like yoga.. i try to do it ever so often.. but it's damn expensive! 75 bucks for hatha? for only like 4 sessions? omg 200$ for 10 sessions for Bikrams??!! .. i can't be a yuppie then. Oddly enough someone said that i was and that i should accept it. hmm.. BUT .. if i was a yuppie... i wouldn't be complaing of how my closet rod just fell off the wall. Yea. i don't think a yuppie would have that problem. Am i spelling Yuppie right? I think a yuppie would know how to spell it.. and that's not me. I picture them to be happy with ... their jogging and organic food. hmm.. maybe if i jogged and ate organic food i'd be happier. Instead i'm watching malcolm in the middle whiile my husband to be lies pissed off about the closet rod in the bedroom. *meh* the life of a yuppie......